12/29/04
Had fun today. woke up ate breakfast, shoveled snow, watched t.v., went to a youth group party which included a snowball
fight, sardines(the game), pizza, catch phrase, and murder(also a game). Had loads of fun with Heather and Stacey and oh yeah
can't forget heather's constant shadow Justin a.k.a her boyfriend.lol. luv ya guys
jess
12/30/04
Totally bored today! my father, my mother, and i went to fostoria to kmart then got slurpees! slurpees
rule. got home wrapped my uncles present and watched t.v. j.w. called and i talked to her about new year's eve plans. which
even now aren't exactly clear. i might have j.w. spend the night or i might go to the Y with Stacey and Heather and her shadow(Justin).
i have no idea yet. it feels so weird all of us not doin sumting together i mean this summer we were constantly together all
of us. but now it's heather and stacey, me and jess, stacey and katie, u know we're doin stuff in pairs which seems really
weird. and when we're all together it just seems like we've all picked favorites or we're closer to one particular group member
and like we're spliting up. idk that's just what it feels like to me. well that's my entry for today.
luv yas jess
1/3/05
wow, a lot has happened. for new year's eve i hung out at the Y with stacey and heather. we played
dodgeball, volleyball, basketball, swimming, british bulldog and a whole load of other stuff. it was a youth group thing so
we did worship and a few of the other kids made up a skit to a song for us. it was awesome. we were up the whole night and
i still haven't gotten all my sleep back. i had a lot of fun. last night katie, stacey and i all spent the night at j.w.'s
not gonna give details since it would bore u half to death all i have to say is it was all girl's anbd what do u think girls
do at sleepovers! got to go to school tomorrow and i think it will be a pleasant rescheduling. despite most teenager stipulations
ppl have i actually kinda like school. so i can't wait. ttyl luv yas
jess
1/10/05
It has been 7 days since i last wrote. ok here goes. 1st j.w's b/f if u don't already know broke
up with her on friday night. who knows why all i know is if ur a guy and ur breaking up with a girl u better give them a reason
b/c other wise the girl is neva gonna have any closer and if a girl doesn't get closer well then she just neva gonna get over
u for bout a month or so. or maybe until she gets another b/f. believe me guys i'm a girl i know. we have to have reason for
everything. anyways at the dance i had some extreme fun. me and kyle and liesel and stacey and a whole load of other ppl did
the lawnmower which is hiliarious to watch! overall i had a great time. unbelieveably my older bro that u prolly know
david got a g/f friday night. i thought sumthing was gonna explode when i heard the news i was amazed, as was everyone else.on
saturday i was bored but did a lot of extra work i didn't need to.on sunday did laundry and went to youth group which is always
fun with heather and stace and jess and heather's shadow(justin). today of course went to school and managed to understand
a tad bit of math. although in math i tend to wonder off into my own world of thoughts and "stare" at a certain someone. tired
of denying to myself so yeah i admit i "stare" but u know what totally gonna be over him. maybe. oh well i give up i'm done
for tonight. c ya.
luv ya guys.
jess
1-13-05
hey everyone how ya'll doin? just thinking bout Amber who if u don't know has been my best friend
since kindergarten. i've really gotta call her soon! school has been goin pretty good. i got my grade card today i got three
A-'s,two A's, one B- and one C-. which u know one C- is okay as long as u have only one. at least those are my standards.
i also got mail from a university in Pennslyvania who wants me to go there when i through high school. also not surprising
i got an invitation to a Congressional Student Leadership Conference in Washington D.C. this summer. which is really exciting
except that i can't go b/c i'm poor and it costs 1,199 dollars for a six day conference. i really wish i could go it sounds
like a great oppurtunity that will help me in the future. if i keep talkin bout it though i'll get even more depressed so
i better stop. yesterday was pretty bad i was really rude to Joel after school and i could've kicked myself for it! it was
horrible and i wanted to apologize but we don't talk much nemore and there is a lot of tension if u ask me. but u know i really
actually miss talkin to him. today in english we had to pass our extended metaphors and u know i read Joel's and it was really
good i never knew how good of a writer he was until Mr. Hawk started making write poems. so thnx Mr Hawk! my poem sucked by
the way. after i turned it in i wondered to myself why'd i just turn that thing in it really sucks. Garcia read his out loud
and it was really good like usual but unlike Aaron's usual poems it ended happy instead of with death. i was amazed! anyways
i'm sure ur bored b/c well my life has no REAL drama that might keep ppl reading but it's my life and i like it. g2g write
later luv ya guys
jess
1-22-05
hey everyone how u doin? i'm good. family is pyscho like usual. guys are complicated and hard to
understand even that's prolly what all guys think about girls. friends are pretty but there are some of them that i'm
not sure about. stacey if you read this what is up with u? i wish u'd talk to me more that's why i'm ur friend. and u know
if u can't trust me well then i guess i won't be trusting u either. b/c u know what babe trust is a two-way street and u should
neva try to make it into one. school is goin pretty good my grades are fine besides math of course. i'm really looking forward
to next year with the newspaper and everything. i certainly am looking forward to tennis. i hope next year is better than
this for me and my friends. it's like some of us are questioning others who at the same time are questioning them. we aren't
the best of friends we used to be. i know it and some of them just don't realize it. i hope all this crap ends pretty
soon and we're all friends who can trust eachother again. i;m not gonna drop ne of them but i don't who's worth it nemore.
i would be lost without every single one of them even those who no longer speak to me and whom i no longer speak to although
i wish i would. g2g hope u all c what's goin on with me. ttyl luv u guys 4-eva jess
2-4-05
hey everyone definatly haven't written in a long time. well here's the update. last weekend heather
and i went to beulah beach which if u don't know is a missionary alliance church camp in vermillion, ohio. it was tons of
fun! we went out on the frozen lagoon and slide around had snowball fights and did some sledding, singing and met some awesome
ppl. there were two gurls there though that reminded me of nicole richie and paris hilton. not a good thing in my book. most
of the guys there were cute. i hopefully will be going back for a week of camp this summer. been having some problems with
my friends or just one of them at least. haven't talked to her in a while and well frankly it doesn't bother me since she
doesn't trust me. but w/e. oh yeah and on monday my mom found out one of her childhood friends had shot and killed himself
and that her great aunt joyce was dying and wasn't predicted to live through the week. i know boring stuff but
that's all that's goin on with me.
ttyl luv u guys 4-ever jess
